Week 6: Thoughts of Co-creation
To think that I will reign,
with God, above all living things, heavenly creatures and creation is a thought
that overwhelms me to the point of non understanding and overall complexity
realization.
To think that God loves me and
purifies me in a way that I will be standing next to Him, the invisible one,
the Spirit and the Sacrifice… because of love and because He believes I am pure
and worthy of being called His daughter, crowned in victory!
It´s challenging to think
about this and the fact that we will create, we are and we were creating
together, God in me… makes me think about eternity and how I will worship
unceasingly; what am I even doing, not worshipping Him day and night already?
This week Cory mentioned how
we are called to co-create with God; this concept, continues to amaze me time
after time. And if we are creating with God, then what am I creating? What kind
of fruit is bearing from my tree? I almost feel a necessity to identify the fruit
in order to not let it rot, but that it multiplies.
It remembered me about
something the speaker of last week, Fiona, had told me in a time of prayer:
Jeremiah 17:7-8, “Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose trust is in
the Lord. He is like a tree planted by water that sends out its roots by the
stream and does not fear when heat comes for its leaves remain green and is not
anxious in the year of drought, for it does not cease to bear fruit”.
This inspires me to co-create
with God.
And as mini-outreach peeks
around the corner, I come to the realization that all that we have learned must
be applied. Almost before knowing the locations I kind of knew where I would be
going.
I´m going back to Prague.
When I prayed I felt torn
between Ukraine and Czech, but felt that it didn´t really matter where I was
going, but where would I be more effective and happy about serving God?
It was Czech Republic, in the
end. The team is perfectly composed in a way that just the Holy Spirit could
have shaped. The more we prayed together as a team, the more excited I felt and
something just stirs inside of me by just thinking about it.
On last Saturday prayer night
at Jesus Haus, I felt something I had never felt before. Almost like an intense
passion or need of expression to just declare God´s greatness, power, almightiness
and love.
My heart was pounding, I even found
myself tapping my feet against the wood as we prayed for our team, I was burning
from the inside out. Almost felt like dancing.
I consider the above as a confirmation
from God for the place I have for mini-outreach. And also as a confirmation, a reassurance
of faithfulness, of the plan He has for me.
Note: Picture above taken in the Charles bridge in Prague.
